Dream big, Darling.

March Madness.. doesn’t appear to be treating either of us well because of all the workload that keeps piling but we’re definitely meant to be surviving. We’re finally catching up on what we’ve been up to the past two weeks and are just both waiting till summer finally comes in. Actually, we’re waiting for any kind of break and our closest one is Spring? (; Yessss. Beach trip is already on our list. So, time to take a break and catch some time in the sun. Till then, midterms & papers will be the end of us.. Thank god for tumblr. Anyway, all we’re missing in our afternoon is so Cafe time w/ @Jurtno<3

Giving up: Rice, Sushi, and Dining Out
Doing better: To be less judgmental (if possible, which I believe is to a degree), accomplish something strictly for myself, and lessen unnecessary conflict.

Lent is meant to allow yourself time to see things you have either took for granted in compensation for giving up things you believe you can’t live or go through a day, week, or month without. It isn’t about making you suffer for giving up something you love but makes you think about what can be best for you and what you can do to be better with or for others. 

First off.. HAPPY MARCH !! It’s f/cking March. 2011, what is wrong with you? No one is keeping up with you right now y’know? Too fast. 

So like I said.. It’s March, which means Midterm Month. Already survived my first one today. It’s also a month of many birthdays. &fChuatoco’s, kSalvador’s, and dPhung’s have all just passed up in one sweep of a week. With Birthdays aside, school’s really been taking off though. From participating at the Lab School to having all those dates w/ a stack of books every Sunday night. Lately, you’d still normally catch me at Panera or Bounce stealing wireless internet or literally just getting my ass to actually read and get a paper done. &BKD has been reappearing again<3 Always a good sign. Still haven’t been complete yet for 2011 but soon enough, probably next week. Kaseface just needs to come back home already.. What else has been going on? I’ve been trying to find a new hobby and so far, I’m sticking to.. Cooking(; Already whipped up a breakfast, dinner, and dessert platter. &They’ve been delicious. Thank god. I’ve hardly cooked at any sort of consistency so, I would’ve doubted how some of my baked or cooked items would have tasted but they were good. They have been keeping me so calm lately &not to mention, they’ve been saving me some $$$(; Unfortunately.. I’m still broke though. !@#$#%^&*. Only me. Money is so scarce. &Gas prices are not helping at all.. Nor have they ever but one day I see a dollar or five in my clutch and the next day, I don’t even hear a clinging of coins as I walk down the stairs-.-“ 

So, let’s see.. School, Birthdays, BKD, hobbies.. I think that’s about everything that’s been keeping me preoccupied. I’ve been missing some people though. @Jurtno & @Jetisms</3 Oh my diet!.. Okay well hmm my weight’s steadily going back down and staying down. I’ve been trying to add and get more spare time to go to the gym which I hope will be a lasting routine for the next few months. I really wanna make some big difference by the time of my 21st. So time to keep pushing for the goal at the end. But yeah, life has been going well. I’m content and thankful that He’s giving me the time to change my perspective on what I should really keep my focus on right now. I’ve been needing a push and hopefully with the help of the Lent Season beginning today, I can give up the things that are unnecessary and take a better look at what’s worth the attention & time. 

The fact that it’s March makes me realize that we have less than 8wks of school left. &Less than a month left till Spring Break. 2011 may be going fast but it has yet to take off. Something big better happen soon.. Actually I can already feel something big changing. Girl’s intuition— You can never trust it until you actually see something happen.